DasIstALS

What Spahn and Lauterbach are doing is not only unnecessary, but anti-social and lacks any justification. A person with common sense would never come up with such crooked ideas.

The legal situation is shit. The AOK employees I deal with show zero integrity. A quality that is more important to me than loyalty.

I am against the breeding of animals, so I also think any kind of pedigree dog is shit, but there are hundreds of thousands of homeless dogs (to stay with the dog example) that are just there. So what to do? Shoot them all? That's not a solution.

Nobody at the AOK checked anything. I sent off the application on Wednesday afternoon at four, presumably just before closing time. The next morning at 8.41am I had the rejection in the post.

Because what still somehow ended well with a mask, more or less, is now a gamble with life with a cannula. Which is totally my thing. If I can play with it myself.

And before anyone says I don't have COPD... I know that myself. But I'm not a doctor. What do I know? I only know what helps. And that's this at least three times a day.

I am not an expert. I'm not a doctor either. But I can read. In this case, a 179-page document from the German Society for Pneumology and Respiratory Medicine.

My carer on night duty today is busy with me non-stop while my visitors are celebrating. I'm in the middle of it all and yet not there.

Preparations completed. 11:47 am. 2x Tavor 1000 i. V and Piritramid i. V. are in. Ventilation is battery-operated on dry tubes. Ready to go.

Pretending that all is right with the world. And celebrate the biggest pseudo-religious, commercialised festival of joy the world has ever seen. Merry Christmas.