Ruppelt Patrick

Three. Two. One.

Seitenaufrufe: 701 Liebes Tagebuch, du kannst nichts dafür und es interessiert dich wahrscheinlich ungefähr so sehr, wie wenn in China ein Sack Reis umfällt. Oder noch weniger. So, wie mich ein Spiel der Bayern fesselt, vielleicht? ich interessiere mich halt einfach nicht für Fußball. Macht nichts, da müssen wir jetzt gemeinsam durch. Was ist das nur? Ziehe ich das...

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Alexa, open front door.

Page views: 723 Dear diary, this is a really cool thing that I was finally able to set up with the active support of my sister. The hardware has been installed and connected for ages and three days. But setting up the various necessary apps has proved to be a little tricky on several occasions so far. The current...

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Inventory Olé

Page views: 806 Dear diary, it came as it had to. As it always happens when I try to sweeten my fellow human beings' time with me. My generosity is mercilessly exploited. Probably not even intentionally and not maliciously anyway. But that doesn't change the result. It keeps my brain busy for days. My pulse races, instead of 60-70 at rest I can...

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No pain, no fun.

Page views: 780 Last time I tried to explain what changes occur to the nerves as a result of ALS. The bottom line is that I can hardly move anything any more - keyword tetraparesis - but I can feel and sense everything as I always have. And also want to feel. My girlfriend gave me a „scratcher“ for my birthday, a telescopic stick fork scratcher...

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Don't hurt my feelings.

Page views: 914 Today, for a change, I'm not complaining about my care service or moaning. Quite the opposite. Today I want to tell you something about the real life of an ALS patient. Something you won't find in any textbook. Why doesn't anyone write about such things? Good question. Probably because it doesn't make any money and...

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But now it's a problem.

Page views: 672 Dear diary, there are some things I don't need to understand. But I would like to. Lately, I've been thinking a lot about my care. Am I expecting too much? Are my expectations too high? If you ask me my opinion on the care crisis in Germany, I'm torn. On the one hand, I'm convinced that the...

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Daily greets the masked beast

Seitenaufrufe: 724 Liebes Tagebuch, es scheint mir einfach nicht vergönnt. Grad, wenn du glaubst, du hast dich genug ausgekotzt diese Woche… wenn du glaubtest, es würde sich was zum Guten wenden in deiner Pflege… wenn du am überlegen bist, ob ein Wechsel des Pflegedienstes vielleicht doch keine kluge Entscheidung ist… Dann ist es mal wieder Zeit für einen deftigen...

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Really? Are you serious?

Page views: 685 Dear diary, help me. I don't want to have to lie in my nursing bed again and watch a trickle of blood run from my mouth into my pillow. After all the trouble and stress I've just had because of my bleeding gums, I've had enough for the next few weeks. I already have a toothbrush ban...

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Make it so difficult for me.

Page views: 744 Dear diary, I'm glad you're here. You understand me. If I disagreed with you in a factual discussion, you wouldn't insist on your opinion and harp on about it without questioning it. I would have forgotten something, I hear that several times a day. Although the balance 100% on „Patrick didn't forget anything, but carer made a mistake“...

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Don't make it so difficult for yourself.

Pageviews: 666 Dear Diary, To this day, I'm still fascinated by the fact that at 43, I'm obviously already part of the age group we used to call „goths“ when I was a kid. Instagram is too much adverts and BS for me. When I talk about Facebook, my carers laugh at me. Who still has Facebook today. And yet another blog.

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