Page views: 697 Yay! The next excitement. Dear diary, it would be boring if nothing absurd happened. I'm introducing a new category for this: Patrick's panopticon. Panopticon, an awesome word. A rarely used word, but one of my favourites. Maybe even my favourite, or maybe not, but it is. The Brockhaus says: Panopticon [from the Greek optikós „the...
Page views: 648 Dear diary, Once again the management of my care service has managed to disappoint me across the board. Once again, I've been taken for a ride. Yes, a crass choice of words for a crassly shitty situation. One drama follows the next. After the last scandal, the management told me so much about what they were planning with regard to the full-time positions to be filled...
Page views: 780 So. Now it's getting entertaining. As always, I won't name names. But I am taking the liberty of copying whole passages of text because they are necessary to understand the overall situation. My nursing service may criticise me for not making this information public. Yes, that may well be the case. But then the nursing service management would not have told me in my own...
Page views: 692 Dear diary, it's like being in a madhouse. I recently reported that my carer was once again too stupid to count to 24. To put it another way, whoever opened the last box of my drinkable food didn't tell me. Now you could assume that I was also told...
Page views: 603 Dear diary, a few turbulent days lie behind us. Between Easter week, a family visit and a panic attack, my carer has lost touch with reality and, as a result, two new carers have spontaneously started work. The first one yesterday in the late evening - some would call it „night“ if you don't finish until 1.00 am -...
Page views: 652 Dear diary, but something always has to happen first. Why do I, the customer that I am at the end of the day, have to show complete apathy for the seriousness of the situation to be recognised? Dogs that bark don't bite. So they say. Anyone who knows me knows that I like to defend my opinion with arguments. Especially when...
Page views: 912 Dear diary, my warmest Easter greetings. For the readers of my blog, I wish you a belated Happy Easter. I still blur the date and time of my posts to make it impossible for third parties to establish a direct link to a person. And obviously, while I was writing, I thought that these lines were probably written around Easter...
Seitenaufrufe: 655 Liebes Tagebuch, du kannst nichts dafür und es interessiert dich wahrscheinlich ungefähr so sehr, wie wenn in China ein Sack Reis umfällt. Oder noch weniger. So, wie mich ein Spiel der Bayern fesselt, vielleicht? ich interessiere mich halt einfach nicht für Fußball. Macht nichts, da müssen wir jetzt gemeinsam durch. Was ist das nur? Ziehe ich das...
Seitenaufrufe: 751 Liebes Tagebuch, es kam, wie es kommen musste. Wie es immer kommt, wenn ich versuche, meinen Mitmenschen die Zeit bei mir zu versüßen. Meine Großzügigkeit wird gnadenlos ausgenutzt. Vermutlich nicht einmal absichtlich und böswillig sowieso nicht. Aber am Ergebnis ändert das nichts. Tagelang beschäftigen tut das mein Hirn. Mein Puls rast, statt 60-70 in Ruhe kann ich...
Page views: 641 Dear diary, there are some things I don't need to understand. But I would like to. Lately, I've been thinking a lot about my care. Am I expecting too much? Are my expectations too high? If you ask me my opinion on the care crisis in Germany, I'm torn. On the one hand, I'm convinced that the...
