Or something like that. I have so much in my head, but can't write. The mask is not my friend today. No offence to anyone. Everything hurts, from pressure sores under my ear to my neck (because I imagine that's where the headband is), to my eyes, cheeks, nose, lips and teeth. Also, the focus of my eye control is constantly „bouncing“. I literally can't type because I can barely hit the letters. As usual, when the mask pulls so hard on my eyes that I can't look straight ahead. At least that's what I imagine. Just like the machine that alerts me without pause. Leakage, hyperventilation, pain-induced gasping for breath. Take your pick.
Too much for me today. I dim the light, close my eyes and try to at least get my breathing under control, despite the sacrilegious pain. With painkillers, I hope I can manage that.
Good night.
