Pageviews: 689 Dear diary, I just can't seem to get it right. Just when you think you've had enough vomit this week... just when you think things are about to change for the better in your care... just when you're thinking about whether changing care provider might not be a wise decision after all... Then it's time for another hearty...
Page views: 664 Dear diary, help me. I don't want to have to lie in my nursing bed again and watch a trickle of blood run from my mouth into my pillow. After all the trouble and stress I've just had because of my bleeding gums, I've had enough for the next few weeks. I already have a toothbrush ban...
Page views: 719 Dear diary, I'm glad you're here. You understand me. If I disagreed with you in a factual discussion, you wouldn't insist on your opinion and harp on about it without questioning it. I would have forgotten something, I hear that several times a day. Although the balance 100% on „Patrick didn't forget anything, but carer made a mistake“...
Pageviews: 655 Dear Diary, To this day, I'm fascinated by the fact that at 43, I'm obviously already part of the age group we used to call „goths“ when I was a kid. Instagram is too much adverts and BS for me. When I talk about Facebook, my carers laugh at me. Who still has Facebook today. And yet another blog....
Seitenaufrufe: 753 Liebes Tagebuch, es ist eigentlich schon eine Ironie des Schicksals. Ich habe früher nie ein Problem gehabt, beispielsweise beim Sport oder beim Feiern zwischen 15 Gin Tonic noch zwei Flaschen Wasser zu trinken. Oder auf der Wiesn. Wenn ich mich erinnere, dass ich in den besten Zeiten mal zehn Maß getrunken hab, heute undenkbar. Heute wären das...
Page views: 689 Phew! Dear diary, can I even put you through this? But if not you, then who? I've been trying to meet someone in charge for weeks. PDL, GF, someone who has something to say. We've made several appointments over the past few weeks. But without exception, all of them were cancelled by the management. Most recently, I received two new appointment proposals,...
Seitenaufrufe: 719 Liebes Tagebuch, mache ich was falsch? Also vermutlich ja, kann ja nicht normal sein. Aber was mache ich dann falsch? Oder haben andere Patienten ähnliche Probleme? Glaub ich nicht, das wäre ja tragisch hoch zehn. Die Blutung ist gestoppt. Die Panik hat mich noch fest im Griff. 3 Tavor Expedit und 10 Tropfen Morphium direkt unter die...
Page views: 692 Dearest diary, you won't believe it. My carer was already packing my bag. Hospital. Because of bleeding gums? Dude! He's moderately enthusiastic about the idea of going to Munich city centre today. There in the ambulance, because the intensive care transport that was ordered has come in 0 % of the cases so far. Instead, a simple crane transport arrives without a doctor and the helpers...
Pageviews: 921 Good morning dear diary, the world has once again decided to fuck me. Unfuckable. As if all the crap from pressure sores to shortness of breath to €7,000 claims against me from my own care service weren't enough, let's go one better. Let's not only bleed Patrick's bank account, but also his gums. As announced, I will inform a...
Pageviews: 717 This article is part of a series. I thought I had reached the pinnacle of idiocy when I was told that I didn't need sterile gloves to insert a urinary catheter. And then, miraculously, I had a germ down there. The theory was that it had come from the hospital and had only just been noticed. Hm, but on the tail...
