Page views: 631 Dear diary, help me. I don't want to have to lie in my nursing bed again and watch a trickle of blood run from my mouth into my pillow. After all the trouble and stress I've just had because of my bleeding gums, I've had enough for the next few weeks. I already have a toothbrush ban...
Page views: 677 Dear diary, I'm glad you're here. You understand me. If I disagreed with you in a factual discussion, you wouldn't insist on your opinion and harp on about it without questioning it. I would have forgotten something, I hear that several times a day. Although the balance 100% on „Patrick didn't forget anything, but carer made a mistake“...
Pageviews: 619 Dear Diary, To this day, I'm still fascinated by the fact that at 43, I'm obviously already part of the age group we used to call „goths“ when I was a kid. Instagram is too much adverts and BS for me. When I talk about Facebook, my carers laugh at me. Who still has Facebook today. And yet another blog.
Page views: 704 Dear diary, it's actually an irony of fate. I never used to have a problem drinking two bottles of water between 15 gin and tonics when doing sport or partying, for example. Or at the Oktoberfest. When I remember that I used to drink ten litres in the best of times, that's unthinkable today. Today that would be...
Seitenaufrufe: 640 Puh! Liebes Tagebuch, darf ich dir das überhaupt zumuten? Aber wenn nicht dir, wem dann? Seit Wochen versuche ich, irgendwelche Verantwortlichen zu treffen. PDL, GF, irgendwen, der oder die etwas zu sagen ha. Wir hatten in den vergangenen Wochen auch mehrfach Termine vereinbart. Aber ausnahmslos alle wurden von der Geschäftsführung abgesagt. Zuletzt erhielt ich zwei neue Terminvorschläge,...
Page views: 653 Dear diary, am I doing something wrong? So probably yes, it can't be normal. But then what am I doing wrong? Or do other patients have similar problems? I don't think so, that would be tragic to the power of ten. The bleeding has stopped. The panic still has a firm grip on me. 3 Tavor Expedit and 10 drops of morphine directly under the...
Page views: 651 Dearest diary, you won't believe it. My carer was already packing my bag. Hospital. Because of bleeding gums? Dude! He's moderately enthusiastic about the idea of going to Munich city centre today. There in the ambulance, because the intensive care transport that was ordered has come in 0 % of the cases so far. Instead, a simple crane transport arrives without a doctor and the helpers...
Pageviews: 873 Good morning dear diary, the world has once again decided to fuck me. Unfucking unbelievable. As if all the crap from pressure sores to shortness of breath to €7,000 claims against me from my own care service weren't enough, let's go one better. Let's not only bleed Patrick's bank account, but also his gums. As announced, I will inform a...
Pageviews: 748 Dear diary, I can say with full conviction that I would love to have a totally boring day. One where so little happens that even sleeping and YouTube are too boring for me. Even though I love to sleep. Just to grumble again in bad old fashion: why am I so often criticised for...
Page views: 717 Dear diary, my day today is starting just as shitty as yesterday ended. Just like I used to like my steak before I turned to the dark side of the Force and went vegan. Bloody. I deliberately say vegan living. Not eating a vegan diet. For me, vegan doesn't mean militantly not eating any animal products...
